8 Jan 2013

seem it's been days i'm wasting time which it's against my yearly plan so now i gonna write down what i supposed to do and finish it

• Bedroom : do Clean now it's 10:45 am so i give myself till 12:00 pm to finish it completely 
• Kitchen: wash dishes,Clean the fridge & whole kitchen 12:30 pm to 2:00 pm 

i'll be back after finishing bed room to do confirming :)

ok see ya  

 now it's 4:55 pm
and i'm totally exhausted & deadly tired :S but i finshed the bedroom only :/ it took more than i thought it would

i think kitchen will do it tomorrow ,i've no power left for it
i'll just take some rest and do some light cleaning for living room till then take care ;) 

2012

no post in 2012 !! why ??!! so much events happened !! no time to mention these events , maybe?!
right now .i'm not in the mood to write even i wasn't planning to do so now ! though i wanted to long time ago but ....

lots of work to do.. cleaning... but i'm not even in that mood !! i didn't sleep well and i can't go to sleep again if some1 wakes me up!! so here i'm writing this

i wanna write down what i've learned last year , if i describe it in one word it would be" Painful" physically !! but still i've become stronger than before ,i can depend on myself doing everything on my own .. taking charge and responsibility of everything in my life.. i've grown up and day by day i grow more.. mentally .. understand more and more about life

i wanna be the best version of me! wanna be better than last year this my wish for this new year.. wanna do things more.. wanna achieve things and feel proud of and feel happy that i did accomplished something

last yeat i had no plan... or my plan was no plan as my life taking different direction and changing so i had to find it out 1st and adapt my new life then go again with yearly plans
and my plan for 2013 " it's in my nickname DO Do " coz i wanna do more than thinking and planning and talkin.. wanna talk less and work more.. wanna my actions be louder than words , my work speaks 4 me !! no1 will knew what ur intention or u were intent to do until they see with their own eyes

my plan to do more blogging as well and lots and lots.........

that's enough for now, see you soon :)

Time 4 Change !

Me & MySelf !

Me saying :

MySelf Says :

Not toThink..sometimes is great decision!

When your brain works 24/7 ...keep thinking and thinking all the time... thinking about everything... thinking again and again ...what to do... if i did that ...it's the right thing if i did it that way or should i do that... and even if something i already done.. was that good decision or............ kinda crazy... and before i fall asleep...i keep thinking and thinking.......
but lately i found out that sometimes it's better not to think... coz when i do think of some stuff.. i just feel afraid ... fear i have increase ......and that's not good.... so 1 of the things i've learned this year,not to think sometimes is very useful ...it's great actually... now few things happened in my life lately and i'm sure if i did think at these moments.. my life would be completely different right now.. 1st my Engagement... thanks to Jan25 revolution i was completely lost couldn't think at this time of anything... and it was something new..never happened b4 so i was kinda shocked ..feeling that i'm dreaming...then he came along with that gr8 Event... and i know myself very well...i'm kinda coward girl... and i know the time i start thinking about whole engagement & marriage story i would panic and say NO just 2 end it even b4 i give myself chance... maybe i think for sometime.. i told myself till when i'll keep saying no ?!!! then at the end i'll find myself living my life all alone just for some childish decision (saying no ) for no good reason... so i start thinkin positively and i find nothing 2 say no or refuse him... and that guy now is my whole life and he means everything to me.... just pause for a sec... what would happen if i really think at that time!! i would have lost him and my life would b not as i'm living it now... so THANK GOD for not seriously thinking while i'm taking that decision ...i remind silent ..didn't panic coz i thought i was dreaming but when i realized it's real he was gone... but it's ok i'll be waiting for him till he back to me again... most important i found the one...my other half Finally .
another thing...when my parents traveled to KSA ...1st time in my whole life that our parents leave us all alone... even now i can't remember how these days passed as i wasn't thinking coz if i would i believe i would b weeping and crying...can't sleep as i don't feel safe as they r not with us... but somehow these days passed... peacefully coz simply i didn't think... so i didn't freak out
last thing i kinda blocked my mind not 2 think about it... him not being around... being soooo far.. so if i did think of that i would b dead right now.... i even don't wanna remember the moment he left..i felt that i can't breathe.... my heart aches me badly..like some1 me grab it forcefully ..and my soul as well...like dying though i'm trying my best 2 stay alive... at this moment i know and become 100% sure (though i already felt that since 1st time we met) that he's my soulmate.. my life partner ...even right now feeling that i can't breathe only coz this post remind me of this moment which i really hate the most... i can't live without him... so the best thing to do never ever think of that and just live ... don't think... sometimes.... it's awesome ...try it ....

and now i should remind myself something...coz sometimes..actually many times i waste my time thinking to do that and this.... at the end i do nothing at all.... so @self... stop thinking ,just do it.... try to make ur dreams come true... make ur dreams real for 1ce in ur life... DO... u need more actions... i know u've a gr8 mind..very creative... but what the hell if u r not Doing  anything?! not only a mind like that makes u different ...Do Do Do ..... Just Work Hard... and believe me u'll b happier when u achieve something.... and u know U Can Do it just if u not only believe but also u've to DO.. ACT..