Day 6: steps (1)

Did you ever think that anything you have become or the way you are now is result of lots of different circumstances, lessons of life, conclusions you get,you're mix of your thoughts,ideas and beliefs you learnt your whole life. But it doesn't happen at once, it's long journey, you keep building yourself and changing some bad things about you or thought with good one. As long as you breathe you keep learning each day a new thing, you keep searching deep inside your soul and you know yourself more and trying your best to fix it. No one is perfect but maybe our  journey in life to keep trying and dealing with this self to become better person, to be the best version of you,to inspire others to be better version of themselves. To be good and kind ,to spread love. At the end the way you are is a long process with lots of steps.

To be continued...

Day 5: keyboard

1st late post
I was thinking wether to escape day 5 or not but i decide to post 2 posts today one for yesterday and one for today .

So here I'm trying to keep posting . I'm using my mobile this time to write this post. I found out when i started this challenge that i like to use keyboard and i was happy that i still remember i mean my fingers still remember using it.
I really like it, you use all of your fingers without looking it's kinda amazing feeling and you even write faster than using one or 2 fingers . So if you kinda stopped using your laptop or pc . Try it now, you'll feel great and lots of memories will come back .☺

Day 4: Eid

The idea to keep posting every day even if it's only some photos 

 Taken by me ❤

Day 3: New day

Today,i'm late but i'm not escaping my daily post

few months ago, i started to live with concept everyday is new day, doing my best when i feel well ,doing the best i could when i can do this. you know not thinking of yesterday or tomorrow just thinking of what i have right now and what i can do at that day -just that simple. sometimes, i wake up not feeling well or have no power to do anything so i accept it without feeling any guilt , just take a break and take rest, tomorrow is a new day and i'll feel much better then i can continue whatever i'm doing.

i think living this way has a lots of benefits,it seem like living every day as it's the last day of your life or like it's the only thing that you have. you will feel differently and be thankful you still alive for one more day, you will cherish every second you have.you will try and do your best to make the best of the day, you'll do your best to make the day count. to use each min. and you waste less time you used to waste normally as you always decide the thing you won't do it today ,you say tomorrow i will do it but tomorrow never come and you keep postpone this task for ages, but in this case you've no tomorrow only Today.



Everyday is a new day, live only for Today as it's all you have got. live it as your last day of your life.
be thankful as you have one more day to live and count your blessing 

Day 2:meaningless

After i finished yesterday post ,i was so excited to post more and lots of thoughts filled my head struggling to come out !

but now i'm not sure ,not feeling in a mood to say anything. Actually not feeling well.probably my brain not working too.

Today 28 Ramadan , so tomorrow last day of this great month. i can't tell how i feel, but it passes so so fast that you feel no time to do anything the way you would like it to be done but we pray that may Allah accept our good deeds and forgive us if we could do more but we didn't .

sometimes, you feel everything are meaningless specially when you lose special one forever, like no meaning of staying alive or no meaning of  living or doing anything, nothing feel the same. just days passes and you simply waiting your time to come. you may look normal to everyone around , you smile and life goes on but deep inside your heart is broken,there's a sadness inside your heart that need time to feel the opposite. you need time to heal.you need people to understand that too without saying and you want them stop asking why aren't you enjoying what are you doing!,they should be thankful that you can move on and live but without feeling or meaning to whatever you are doing at this point. it's something you can't control but you're patient until time passes and all these sadness deep inside gone. thankfully you accept every feeling you have and waits till it take its journey inside you,sometimes it conquer all of you ,your mind and heart.sometimes you can resist it and win to have some peace of mind and sometimes you lose. it gonna take time until the battle is over, everything take time so be patient until it ends and stay strong

be patient and stay strong 

Day 1 : Intro. + " For me"

Well, last time i post something was in 2016 !

anyway, here i am, i'm back ,trying to start something that i actually don't know how it will ends or what i will get at the end of this journey or even i will commit till the end of it. so i'll be here for 30 days. daily random thoughts just write down whatever cross my mind with daily random photo of my day.

this is a challenge for me, as always i have problem to stuck on something for more than 3 - 5 days .so lets try to do that for 30 days for 30min per day, with no pressure if i miss a day or stopped

why blogging?
for myself, I've found that the way i am now or how i think, in fact helps the future me somehow, because after years i'll be reading this and actually don't believe that i wrote that 1 day :))
but sometimes, let me know i didn't change that much that i'm same person but with different age :)) but more grown up i believe.sometimes,what i post now push me forward ,maybe refresh my memory and thoughts.

Same in twitter as it's been a while i spend more time using it maybe not more time but where i express my feeling or sharing thoughts. and every while i go through all my tweets and it give me some kinda power. so i tweet message for the older me. maybe it helps me in the future.

i went to twitter to a run away from Facebook and from all the eyes who would wonder why she says that or what does she means or whatever . I've no power to argue with anyone or even to try to make someone understand my point of view or even care what they think what am i thinking or doing with my life.though my life is so simple that anyone can imagine :D but still some people are curious but i'm way too mysterious :]

i'm kinda person who love to take it easy all the time, to enjoy little details and do anything the best i could, i hate to be in rush , like running in life doing everything quickly just to be done with no feelings and forget the main reason of life or who am i or what i wanna do with my life.

so my advice" keep it simple and take it easy, stay mysterious in a world full of naked lives".