but now i'm not sure ,not feeling in a mood to say anything. Actually not feeling well.probably my brain not working too.
Today 28 Ramadan , so tomorrow last day of this great month. i can't tell how i feel, but it passes so so fast that you feel no time to do anything the way you would like it to be done but we pray that may Allah accept our good deeds and forgive us if we could do more but we didn't .
sometimes, you feel everything are meaningless specially when you lose special one forever, like no meaning of staying alive or no meaning of living or doing anything, nothing feel the same. just days passes and you simply waiting your time to come. you may look normal to everyone around , you smile and life goes on but deep inside your heart is broken,there's a sadness inside your heart that need time to feel the opposite. you need time to heal.you need people to understand that too without saying and you want them stop asking why aren't you enjoying what are you doing!,they should be thankful that you can move on and live but without feeling or meaning to whatever you are doing at this point. it's something you can't control but you're patient until time passes and all these sadness deep inside gone. thankfully you accept every feeling you have and waits till it take its journey inside you,sometimes it conquer all of you ,your mind and heart.sometimes you can resist it and win to have some peace of mind and sometimes you lose. it gonna take time until the battle is over, everything take time so be patient until it ends and stay strong
be patient and stay strong
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