Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Monday, June 13, 2011

Not toThink..sometimes is great decision!

When your brain works 24/7 ...keep thinking and thinking all the time... thinking about everything... thinking again and again ...what to do... if i did that's the right thing if i did it that way or should i do that... and even if something i already done.. was that good decision or............ kinda crazy... and before i fall asleep...i keep thinking and thinking.......
but lately i found out that sometimes it's better not to think... coz when i do think of some stuff.. i just feel afraid ... fear i have increase ......and that's not good.... so 1 of the things i've learned this year,not to think sometimes is very useful's great actually... now few things happened in my life lately and i'm sure if i did think at these moments.. my life would be completely different right now.. 1st my Engagement... thanks to Jan25 revolution i was completely lost couldn't think at this time of anything... and it was something new..never happened b4 so i was kinda shocked ..feeling that i'm dreaming...then he came along with that gr8 Event... and i know myself very well...i'm kinda coward girl... and i know the time i start thinking about whole engagement & marriage story i would panic and say NO just 2 end it even b4 i give myself chance... maybe i think for sometime.. i told myself till when i'll keep saying no ?!!! then at the end i'll find myself living my life all alone just for some childish decision (saying no ) for no good reason... so i start thinkin positively and i find nothing 2 say no or refuse him... and that guy now is my whole life and he means everything to me.... just pause for a sec... what would happen if i really think at that time!! i would have lost him and my life would b not as i'm living it now... so THANK GOD for not seriously thinking while i'm taking that decision ...i remind silent ..didn't panic coz i thought i was dreaming but when i realized it's real he was gone... but it's ok i'll be waiting for him till he back to me again... most important i found the other half Finally .
another thing...when my parents traveled to KSA ...1st time in my whole life that our parents leave us all alone... even now i can't remember how these days passed as i wasn't thinking coz if i would i believe i would b weeping and crying...can't sleep as i don't feel safe as they r not with us... but somehow these days passed... peacefully coz simply i didn't think... so i didn't freak out
last thing i kinda blocked my mind not 2 think about it... him not being around... being soooo far.. so if i did think of that i would b dead right now.... i even don't wanna remember the moment he left..i felt that i can't breathe.... my heart aches me some1 me grab it forcefully ..and my soul as dying though i'm trying my best 2 stay alive... at this moment i know and become 100% sure (though i already felt that since 1st time we met) that he's my soulmate.. my life partner ...even right now feeling that i can't breathe only coz this post remind me of this moment which i really hate the most... i can't live without him... so the best thing to do never ever think of that and just live ... don't think... sometimes.... it's awesome ...try it ....

and now i should remind myself something...coz sometimes..actually many times i waste my time thinking to do that and this.... at the end i do nothing at all.... so @self... stop thinking ,just do it.... try to make ur dreams come true... make ur dreams real for 1ce in ur life... DO... u need more actions... i know u've a gr8 mind..very creative... but what the hell if u r not Doing  anything?! not only a mind like that makes u different ...Do Do Do ..... Just Work Hard... and believe me u'll b happier when u achieve something.... and u know U Can Do it just if u not only believe but also u've to DO.. ACT..

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Songs seem different !!

There was a Time when Songs were meaningless ... but now,somehow they translate my feelings that i've in my heart into words ♥


it's kinda strange... never care for songs... even if i used 2 listen any... never had any feelings.. i guess i was heartless... in fact i thought i'm unable 2 love... or i was so sensible waiting for the right guy... waiting for my soulmate ..the one & only... coz relationships is wrong.. u do only hurt urself and break ur heart... and it's kinda an End i never wish to happen for me when it comes to love...
now,i can understand what do these songs mean.... and when i can't express my feelings i find that how easy a song does ...

Love & War

it's my life story..... in War i found Love.... not actually War but Revolution.. but no much difference.. same situation ..both are abnormal... don't know what will happen tomorrow... things become so unexpected.... nowadays he's not here... very far in distance but of course close to my heart...
dreaming and waiting the moment when we meet again and be together... it's the worst thing in the world to be apart...


Thursday, February 24, 2011

Miss U my Dear blog..

It's been really looong while ..i missed u my great listener... my shoulder... i had lots of posts and thoughts ..wanted 2 write them down... i was waiting Exams 2 b over... but... it wasn't the end of exams only but End of my past life.. End of old Egypt.. that's how i felt.. like i was reborn.. Everything was totally New.. it was a complete Change.... unexpected.. unbelievable.. & i was shocked... i remain silent.. kept tellin's not Real.. it's a Dream.. maybe my life or whatever is mind made it up... i'm in coma .. or i might got crazy !!

I forgot Everything...Everything... like i got new life,new memory.....etc and this change in Egypt & my personal life... made it so easy 4 me 2 forgot...

but it's Really amazing thing... at the worst & strangest time... i met the most amazing person in my life...."The One" and that's the reason which i completely sure that i'm Dreaming.... it's really shocking... finding some1 so much the same as u always imagined or wished !! some1 in ur imagination become so real... i wanted 2 poke him many time... so i become sure that he's real.. but i couldn't do that... though time we spent 2gether was only 2 weeks.. but it was the best days in my whole life... though it was abnormal time... but sure unforgettable...

the only thing that made me feel sad... that some my sister..and some friends.. feel little sad... they said i've changed... forgot everything we had...don't care 4 them any more.. and he took me away 4m them...i expected 4m them 2 b happy 4 me.. if they truly love me..they must b happy 4 my happiness... because i would do the same... i would b happy 2 c them happy.. any of them.... it cause some pain in my heart... and my happiness uncompleted if they r not happy ..

how come u start a new fresh life over broken hearts,hurts and tears of others!! never wished 2 do that... but i believe u never could please every1 in ur life... it's kinda impossible !

i know no1 of them gonna read this... but still wanna tell them... plz forgive me if i did hurt u.. i never meant it... would u plz be happy for me?


Mini Cooper .....Again !

amazing concept... very Creative

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Awaken Brain!

Really,i don't know why... the day passes... normally.. don't know how i even spend it.. everything happens so quickly... but once i go to bed... place my head on my pillow to sleep.. lots of thoughts ,ideas & what i wanna do... and what i should or must do.. what i need... but why now!! like i'm sleepy all day or lost !! remember nothing.. kinda brainless all day long... but when i should sleep my brain wakes !! i got some amazing ideas... and lots of thoughts... so i wish i wake up again 2 do it or even write it down so i remember next day.. but i tell myself i should sleep now.. and tomorrow i'll do that... but when i wake up in the morning ..i forgot everything.. and live just normal..spend day like any day before and like any day after that !! which i really don't like ! so now i'm thinking ...trying to figure out.. what's the problem.. why i'm like that.. when i will change that!! when my ideas, thoughts will be more than ideas...thoughts!! become real.. When!! and when i'll stop asking myself when!! and when that happens every night i pray that i stay alive just to do that and do this... then i wake up.. but nothing changed !! i'm the same person.. same daily activities ..
then the question..what am i waiting for 2 change that !! i mean ..use my brain in the morning.. and these ideas and thoughts what i wanna do... as i should do...& sleep deep at night!! yeah,sometimes i spend my day differently and at the end of the day i feel happy like i achieved something good.. but that don't happen much.
but now let's think again.. about the main problem... what makes me or the reason that i'm brainless all day !!
last month... maybe more than a month..and i'm observing myself.. watching myself..what i'm doing.. how i spend my time.. in fact how i waste my time... so i found that all my life style is wrong.. totally wrong!! my day time wasted.. all day wasted.. and still i'm wasting.. and i knew and decided what 2 do about that still didn't take any step forward for the change.. maybe" in sha Allah" after exams over.. i'll become more serious about that matter .. i must.. no more wasting time... life is short.. and still did nothing.. and as i'm young.. and this's the time when my level of power and health is the most ... i shouldn't waste my youth for nonsense!!
i wanna be active... make my dreams come true... make my ideas become real.. something i can see... something i can touch... so again i ask myself.. what am i waiting for !! but for now i've the answer.. till exams are over!! :))
but i'll keep this in mind "Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time ,we are the ones we have been waiting for,we are the change that we seek"

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

karaoke !!

Wow!! Sometimes you must try anything new... even it was something like Karaoke ;) :))
so i did that today... it was Fun :D

What’s Your Career Theme Song?

My Result was :
Wow, we have to admit we’re pretty jealous of you, and everyone else probably is too. It looks like you love your job, or at least get a good amount of satisfaction from it. That’s why your career theme song is the upbeat “Walking on Sunshine.” While you aren’t literally walking on sunshine every day, you’re probably more likely than the average worker bee to be smiling while on the clock. Of course you can have your bad days like anyone else, but you usually manage to use your positive spirit to get back on top again. So doesn’t that feel good? We thought so!

Oh! Ohhhh yeeeh
I used to think maybe you loved me now baby I'm sure
And I just cant wait till the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox , gotta hold myself down
Cos I just wait till you write me your coming around

I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!

Hey , alright now
and dont it feel good!!
hey yeh

I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that its true
and I don't want to spend all my life , just in waiting for you
now I don't want u back for the weekend
not back for a day , no no no
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay

woah yeh!
I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!

Hey , alright now
and don't it feel good!!
hey yeh ,oh yeh
and don't it feel good!!

walking on sunshine
walking on sunshine

I feel the love,I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I feel the love, I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real

I'm on sunshine baby oh
I'm on sunshine baby oh

I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah

and don't it feel good!!
I'll say it again now
and don't it feel good!!

Monday, January 3, 2011

桜 "sakura"

A cherry blossom is the flower of the cherry trees known as Sakura (桜 or 櫻; さくら?). In English, "sakura" refers to the Japanese flowering cherry, Prunus serrulata.[1][2] Cherry fruit (桜んぼ sakuranbo?) comes from another species of tree

Natural history

Cherry blossoms are indigenous to many East Asian states including Japan, Korea, and China. Japan has a wide variety of cherry blossoms (sakura): well over 200 cultivars can be found there

if u wanna know more just search in google :P

i just simply like this tree... but now i'm happy 2 know more about it.. in short's a tree which japan famous for ...