"Unlucky person of the day"

Sat.Nov 27... yea, i was the unlucky person of the day... but i believe i'm always like this..unlucky.. but i never complains.. i feel myself like.. u know these movies " pure luck" or " just my luck" how unlucky they were & they know but still they deal with it... live with it.. i'm just like that.. but i guess "luck" it's wrong word.. i believe it's like " disbelieving or (kufr)" استغفر الله but i would like to call it.. fate or destiny ... i don't know.. it's kinda problem i face always.. whenever i decide to do my work.. something happen & prevent me not 2 do it.. all my life... i face that.. so i end up not 2 think 2 do anything.. my previous post.. i said i'm always cool.. it was result of what happening to me.. & just as i said.. like in these movies.. they live with it... i'm living with that as well... & always say"الحمدلله" i guess also it's a test 4m Allah whether i would accept it & Thank Allah or i become angry & complain....  
this post i supposed to write it on Sat. but i was so sleepy..deadly tired..almost dying.. due to workin all night..stayin all nite workin on my project... as previous post ..i did challenged my own self... & Alhamdulillah Allah gave me the power to finish my work.. He saved me... & i had no doubt about it...
that Sat. i went to college so i print my work.. so i submit.. but here was the problem... lots of my colleges were also printin their work.. so i had to wait.. & wait... i was so tired & sleepy.. so it was almost felt like a dream.. but i was content ,satisfied ... as i did my work for the 1st time.. ok i didn't finish all of it.. just didn't do relations table & Zoning.. but i did rest ..& rest was alot...
i was there about 9:40 am.. my turn was 12:45 pm.. yes i waited alot.. but this @#*$% printer get stuck X-( so it was canceled ..so i supposed to wait again.. for hours again.. so i did kinda.. not sure maybe argue .. but i was so sleepy & it was like dream so i don't even remember what i said.. i did keep silent for awhile & say Alhamdulillah.. but i told that man ..sorry i'll go somewhere else.. but he was tellin me 2 wait.. but i told him i can't wait any longer... i guess it was not argue :)) 
anyway,i went 2 another print-shop but i had to wait for a while.. it was 1 pm.. but i kept saying Alhamdulillah.. then i went 2 submit it..mayb it was 1:30pm..
what happened.. i find that my 1st work's mark which i submitted was not written next 2 my name.. my score was 14/15... this time teacher was too tired.. so he told us next time he will continue... so of course i belong to those who would see their work next Sat. but the problem.. no result for me .. i mean last time.. my marks not written ..now still no mark 4 me.. so it's empty next my name..
but Alhamdulillah for everything...

maybe things goes wrong with me... but i never give up... never lose hope.. i keep fighting & fighting... challenging whatever i face... i don't care how long it would take.. i don't care if i didn't finish... but i did my best to accomplish it.. with best quality... that's all...

this time i did my work..but i faced problems to print it & submit it 

Thanks Allah for Everything...

& everyone should believe in that..u would b astound really..just do ur best & know ur abilities ;) & whatever you face... don't give up ..don't lose hope... be patient... and keep moving on..

"If we did the things we are capable of, we would astound ourselves."

 my work that night

Save Me!!!

Right now, Feeling helpless... it's 2:15 am... & tomorrow is kinda 2nd step in my graduation project.. which very important for me.. yes,i'm not good student.. careless one.. but i wanna do my best in my graduation project... because it's my last chance to prove myself ... i'm always cool.. don't get nervous .. whatever is the problem we face during studies... i'm CooOool.. though everyone around me.. very worried.. stressed..nervous... blah blah.... but i take everything easy...  back to my problem right now.. i need help & no one here 2 ask him/her for help... i don't know what's wrong with people...become very selfish.. don't wanna share knowledge..though our religion prohibited that.. i mean it's not good thing 2 do..if they know their religion very well.. they won't keep knowledge for themselves only... then i wonder.. maybe if i did like some girls .. find boy friend .. same field.. so he can help me... & my life would be easier.. but i never would like to get involved in such relationship.. or even make friend with someone only to use him... & for what.. it's not my manners....but still i'll challenge my own self.. & will prove that to myself..that i can do it by my own.. yea,maybe when i decide to start this post.. i title it " Save me" but i need no one .. i will save myself... & how come i ask people ..who are weak & helpless themselves .. and forget i've the GREATEST with me... ALLAH ... only him... Only HIM can save me... as he always does... My one God.. Allah...HE's always by our side... but we still worry.. that only mean there's something wrong about our faith...our iman... why we worry & Allah is there... why we become hopeless and Allah is always there.....HE is never far.. HE is so close to us..closer than our Arteries ..
Now,time to be active ,Focus & Finish... do what i should do..& leave the rest for Allah.. and as i trust HIM.. i'm sure HE won't let me fail.... Allah... please,Forgive me...

now it's 2:45 am :)

For My one & only... (Unknown yet)

Hey..

Today... i'm 21 years & 2 months old :D :D

My Dream Car :)

Yeaaaaaah,Mini Cooper.... i love this Car... adore it .... hope to have it one day ... though i've no plan to drive... not in this country.. as there are no rules.. people shouldn't drive still do drive.. everyone thinks road belongs to him... everyone do whatever he likes... kinda mess... but i know i can drive i did had 2 lessons :)) & as beginning i did very well....:)

"Italian job" made me love it more & more... also it's one of my favorite movies :)

My samsung E250

I Miss my SAMSUNG .. my old mobile... R.I.P... it's love story.. my black samsung E250.. it was new when i had it.. cost 1000 L.E ..now cost 350 L.E.... but now there are lots of mobile are much better....but still my samsung is the best... it's been 5 years together... yes,5 years... so it was close friend.. part of me... used 2 Enjoy me while i do wash dishes... never left me alone... & i wasn't good enough .. i mean it did fall 10000000 of times..but never complain.. dropped into water twice..never complain... but it complained later... it becomes deaf :( but i never give up... kept using it... but i give it rest now...i might use it again someday.... but my new mobile never take its place in my heart... i don't even give it chance to become close mob :)) " crazy huh :P " but still it's my new mobile.. every 1 has its own place in my life... but i don't replace anything with another...  love you SamSung

some of my Samsung pics..

with my Friends'Mobs

last photo taken :)

LOVE YOU

P.S: Samsung is much better than Nokia

Addicted to Boxes :))

Boxes... something i can't resist.. whenever there's a box around.. i keep them..different sizes.. different shapes... & different colors.... whenever mama wanna throw them away i tell her "no,i'll keep it"... & for years i was doing that....years... infact i was keeping them to use them.. or kinda recycle ...re-use them in different way..or as my sister & i used to say" invent" anything by boxes...  i did use some .. i mean i did use alot for my invention for years when i was little..i used to be very creative..i guess still (creative ) but no time to think or create anything....  my addiction to boxes.. i don't know if it was normal or not ! but they meant alot to me... actually i like to use everything around me.. don't like to throw anything away while i can use it.. & make it something more useful for me... Recycle is really great thing.... really i miss these days when i did "invent" lots of things...
but maybe year ago, as my mother was complaining that my boxes are taken space..and i don't use them ... so i decided & believe me it wasn't easy to make such decision to get ride of them all.. throw them all away...even they asked me" are you sure you wanna do that?" i was hesitated so i told them "don't ask me or i would change my mind".. so lots of boxes were thrown away...
but whenever there's a box..they used 2 ask me.."do u wanna it??" so i told them" no, i'm trying to stop this habit"... but they never stop askin me as it was normal because it's been years doing so...
but for a while i stopped... really, no feelings for them anymore... but only because i'm sure i've no time for them......... to create anything
but i start to save some but not much only i believe i might use them for my project model.. maybe who knows but not like i used to do....
@ Boxes...i'm not the person i used to be now ..... but i'll not forget that you meant something for me one day.... Thanks :)

I Need A Sholder...

Remember me...

Remember me!! .. just reading that movie title & watching its poster .. i thought it would be Romantic movie.. so let's watch it...
so i download it... watched it.. but i didn't find it romantic ... but boring movie... drama movie more than anything.. i don't deny it has deep message for people who lost someone special in their lives .. for him.. he lost his brother..& for her..she lost her mother... & both accidents affected their life..the way they think...everything change... feeling something missing.. maybe sadness become part of them..feeling confused...  somewhat guilty for not doing anything to save the special 1z life.. maybe some regrets....etc.... i can understand that... somehow i feel the same...


the common thing between me & Tyler ..this note book.. which he writes his thoughts or whatever he's writing ... i've one too... i used to write down whatever i wanna do or did... but not always.. but since my aunt passed away.. my life not the same... even if i try to act normal... i feel my heart broken... and...........

now.. this notebook i write everyday what i did... just points.. & whenever i wanna do something i write it down so i can remember....
as i'm trying my best to use my time well... & not to waste it as possible....
as i say " Life is Short to waste your time "

My Memory...

Sometimes Memories are what keep us alive..with HOPE to make some more... ~*MeMoRiEs*~
by: Dina.M.A

Panadol Extra & Mr Muscle... yes,Both work together very well :))

You are suffering from deadly headache... even your eyes & nose ache... every bone aches.. & you are in pain that the best thing to do is to sleep & do nothing at all... but still you have some work to do.. to Clean your bathroom... (which need lots of effort to be cleaned) ...
so my advice to you....

1. take 1 "panadol extra"pill.. ( it was my 1st time) it would take few seconds or 1 min.. then you gonna feel nothing.. like you were acting sick.. feel ......good... amazing...maybe u would feel hungry as i did.. so go & eat something while watching a movie on TV... take your time.. but don't forget bathroom is waiting for you...  


2.12:00 am.. time to clean... if you wanna a shiny bath.. that u see your Face reflection... "Mr Muscle" is the best for the job..

& 1 hour later.....

The Job is Done.... & You are feeling Happy & Still feeling good....
THANKS ALOT chemical stuff..



this post wrote only for laughs :))

Note: i hate taking drugs or any medicine :)

By Chance..

sometimes things happen by chance... without any interfering from us... even without knowing why!! but still happens..
i know it might look silly.. but it's my first photoshop design... & it happened by chance.. don't know even how or why :))
i wanted to learn photoshop.. i did learn few but i forgot what i learned as i stopped for some reason... but still won't give up to learn it... & be professional ..

my Friends who are much better & kinda professional comparing to me .. ask me how i did it..

here it is.. my 1st photoshop design... black & white...

Be Happy :)

I like this Video.. very Simple & inspiring... just be Happy..Follow your heart.. Have sense of wonder.. set goals...Help others... Face your fears...Get in touch with Nature... Read books.. don't compare yourself with others... Be Open to new ideas... don't focus on negative thoughts... focus on creating what you want....

Finally i did it... !!!

Now,I Finally did it... it's been months since i thought i should do it, sometimes i forgot.. sometimes, i did try... but never give up trying... but it was something i wanted to do.. long time ago.. months ago.. i don't know why.. but it worth it.. because.. it's good to let words go.. & when you can't speak them... write them down... as it would make you feel better... instead of keeping them bothering you deep inside...& today.. Thursday 11/11/2010 i Finally,did it.. Created my blogspot..
i faced little problems.. maybe some won't call that problem.. but for me.. when everything is ok.. and you like everything.. it was hard to choose the design of my blog.. & the hardest was choosing my blog title ..maybe, because there's Nothing i'm crazy about.. or addicted to anything!! like movie or...whatever... but what it matters now that.....I DID IT.
lots on the way to be written.. lots of thoughts & words to let go.... lots & lots...........& lots...

it's ok if no one read them... but i wanna write....because it make me feel... relived somehow...